My Sun Rises and Sets With You. Chapter 15/20: That Was Then...

Title: My Sun Rises and Sets With You. Chapter 15: That Was Then...
Fandom: Primeval
Characters: Lester/Becker/Connor
Words: 3,695 this chapter, approx 40,000 for the series.
Rating, Warnings: 18. The whole series is about a Dom/switch/sub relationship and contains various BDSM themes.
Disclaimer: Nope, don't own Primeval.
Spoilers: None. Not set in any specific season.
AN: A very special mention to jaynedoll at this point. An age ago, when this verse was still in its infancy, she gave me the idea that led to these chapters, and it is this point that the rest of the fic has been building up to. Thank you so much.
AN2: Huge thanks to the lovely lukadreaming for a great beta and to lsellersfic for my fabulous artwork.
AN3: Chapter one here. Previous chapter here
( That Was Then... )

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Ramblings on being an idiotchild and stupid crushes.

Do we remember mention of a secret crush? Well, I managed to put down secret crush and not think about him for ages. But we have certain things in common, and because he thought I might be interested he has just emailed me about one of them. It’s long email and he’s all clever and interesting in it. The main reason I crush him so badly is that he is clever and interesting. And he is clever and interesting in subjects that I studied which makes it worse.

And it’s not even the only time, oh no.

No, crazy Jooles has developed other crushes based entirely on people’s minds. I get kinda turned on by people being clever at me. But then I turn into gibbering idiot and lose ability to speak, let alone form any sort of coherent sentence. But it’s the stupid clever people, the ones who are a ton more clever than me. Which he is.

Dammit.

What the frick is wrong with me?

*headdesk*

 

….um point to note…should I ever be having an intelligent conversation with you, this does not mean I am picturing you naked. Of course it doesn’t mean that I’m not, but that’s different story….