jooles34 | Ramblings on being slightly surprised

Well, it seems as though it’s going to be one of those weeks that my past life comes back to haunt me.

A girl just had a fit in the office; never been known to have one before, just went down. Apparently all that training doesn’t leave you and it just kicked in without me even thinking about it. I haven’t worked for the service for two years now and I’m surprised by how automatic my response was. Everything that I was supposed to do was just there in my head and I took control of the whole situation within a second. And it’s weird, when you act and talk with authority people just listen and respond. I’ve experienced it a hundred times before, but not in this environment so it was a bit different. Although I have just had to apologise for barking orders at people…

It’s also weird because I don’t expect to have to do that sort of thing anymore so it all seems a bit surreal and I’m now downing coffee likes it’s going out of fashion. My non-smoking during the day thing has just flown out of the window too…